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     it's months later since i finally realized a new year comes.it was a short while when i was about to turn around and look my back site, a year has gone.

     i can feel the bitter cold just penetrate me, i can see the winter drags its feet and shuffles across me.it is the very beginning of my 2009.

     it is some dissipating feelings about 2008 i cant regain

dec 10th  with beatiful sunshine

从小学老师就教育我们，写文章要三要素齐全。现在回头去看看，却都是没头没脑，成天价的痴人说梦罢了。

我从来都认为自己是个俗人，最爱见到的是一百元上的毛主席头像，我俩对视，他笑我也笑。忙了一年。衣服都累瘦了，心里算算今年上缴国库的银子怕又是不够了呢。

最近看到了一处房子，地段牛！户型牛！价格牛！看了心头痒痒，怕又是一赌气一跺脚就冲动了，这人那天下之大到处是诱惑啊。一面却也在安慰老头子，要淡定淡定。

公司僧多粥少，主管们一个个愁眉苦脸，到处找米下锅。我却在恶狠狠的想，什么时候才能倒闭，大伙分家散伙，岂不快哉。

 

 

 

Dec .4th. bitter cold

     i was cycling along the streets to my office when the wind was rushing through and penetrating my lungs as well as thounds of needle piercing.i coughed badly.

     rumor around the desks is talking about the bankrupted companies in the neighbourhood also the bailout plans in our company. i dont mind.i do do not feel easy with my work,someone wanna squeeze the last inspirations out of my mind and bring me my collapse.ppl stay low even they wanna talk sth,they cautious coz they wanna keep their postions.we are all running for some tangible achievements i dont mind.

     as long as im not deviating my orbit i dont mind,i follow myself.

    

      最近屡屡抓狂的想要发飙，却在一边对自己吹着冷风，要淡定淡定。。。大冬天的。。。

      每天马不停蹄的对牛谈琴，却还要绞尽脑汁想辄，如何能谈的让牛能听的更明白些。叹那，这浅显的道理想必几千年前的老祖宗也明白了，难怪战国策里面伯乐也偷偷说了句，卧槽泥马尔。算了，多了不说也罢。

      巴菲特说了：在别人恐惧的时候你要贪婪。金融危机的好处是，我也贪婪了，因为超市的猪肉便宜，也可以经常打打牙祭了。隔壁工厂倒闭了，所以平常吃完饭看到的那些晾在楼房外面的花花绿绿的衣服也没有了，寒冬的冷酷挟卷着这滚滚的萧条来了。。

      还好，昨天买了件棉袄，挺暖和。

     

拈花有意风中去，
微笑无语须菩提。

念念有生灭四相，
弹指刹间几轮回。

一花一念无量劫，
大千俱在一毫端，

我纳须弥入芥子，
明悟四谛证涅磐。